paintedclaw7

Well it's been awhile since my last entry hasn't it. I tried to write one two months ago but it deleted itself or something and never got posted...      Well anyways, since it's been over 6 months, a lot has happened. For starters, Dalton and I were sort of back together for about 4 months. But some complications with parents because of our "choices" led us to not be allowed to see each other... We still tried to keep things working at school which was hard on both of us so I guess I don't entirely blame him for what happened. Long story short, he cheated on me with another girl and we both decided we needed to let go and move on without a

Ha Haha I love how i'm losing my mind and no one even cares. Sorry for being selfish but for once can someone just listen to what I have to say? Everything i've ever known is falling apart and I just love how no one even bothers to care just a tini tiny bit. I've hardly slept in two weeks, and when I do I'm haunted by terrifing nightmares. I'm completly losing it and I don't know what to do next, but that obviously doesn't matter. So I guess i'll try to get through this alone as always... Doubt i'll be able to though.

Old memories and past regrets haunt my dreams tonight